Sunday, February 5, 2012

tiada tajuk

seriously aku x tau kat mane nk luahkan..so aku decide nk tulis kat sini sebab maybe xde org bace...
sesungguhnye aku memang xtahan dah keje kat sini..penat..bukan sbb workload tapi sebab dengan workplace environment..it's mentally tiring....
what is the worst here..?
bekerja dgn orang2 yang aku mmg xpaham and x tahan dgn perangai pelik dan bodo masing2..bile kene mrh ak just senyap and buat muke bodo..tp dlm hati..ye dlm hati aku menyumpah seranah dgn perkataan yg mmg x pernah aku bayangkan aku akn ckp kat org..dan aku rase hati aku semakin rosak...
no work satisfaction....segala yg aku buat kene ikut style and kehendak msg2...no need to use my brain..i even can make my own decision ...hari tu try la konon critical thinking wat decision sendiri..last2 kene wat explaination letter disebabkn decision making yg x salah pun...sengal x..pasni mmg ak x wat decision sndri..mmg kene ikut bontot org,..

ok la...x larat nk membebel..sok keje pg..nnt nak sambung membebel sorg2...
asssalamualaikum...

Thursday, December 22, 2011

A LESSON TO BE LEARNT..

i sincerely wanna thanks to miss rabiatun today..
she made me realized a mistake that i never knew dat i did it all this time...
altho it hurt me a lot...i meant it's really 1ox hurt me...
somebody need to wake me up tho....
i will remember your words....
i'll keep it in my mind n heart so that i won't do the same mistake again..
thanks a lot KAK TUN...

i dont know why i'm crying so badly right now..
maybe it is an explosion of my emotion after 3 months working here...
totally..im mentally, physically, and spiritually exhausted
i don't know for how long i can keep up with this
i hope it will be sooner...

Sunday, April 3, 2011

TO MY DEAREST.......

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...
it has been a while since i wrote sumthing useful in this blog
last night..b4 going to sleep..i was thinking who is the person that i wanted to meet the most???..suddenly i thought of my old buddy....
her name is ZUNAIZAH HILMI...or i used to call her UNAI...
UNAI....
aku kenal unai mase first day i stepped my foot at SBPIS..she was my classmate and aku duduk depan meja die..die sgt la peramah..br 1st day kenal die bole ckp ngan ak mcm dh lame kenal...she got the character of sweet and nice girl...n yg paling sweet bile die senyum la...ok enuff of praising cik unai nie...

why she bcome significant to me???
UNAI adlh kwn ak lain drpd yang lain..very different..
kate2 die slalu buat ak berfikir..she got a mind that is completely opposite to me..
and i really admired her way of thinking..
i really admired that she is a strong girl..
bile ak fikir sesuatu itu negatif...she would turn my mind to make it positive..
when i felt very down..she gave inspirational words to me...
when i lost my way...she pulled me to the right way..
she taught me how to be grateful...to my family and Allah..
she taught me to see this world in a very different perspective

i knew her when i was in form 4 and form5
i remembered the last day in school...i hugged her..and i cried a river like that was our last meeting..i cried very hard bcos i was very scared that i will never met a friend like her...but she told me.."syaf..jgn nangis..tau tak kenape Allah jadikn perpisahan?Allah jadikan perpisahan itu kerana ingin menemukan kan kite dgn yang lebih baik..percaya la.."

after school, we studied at same matriculation...and she always be a friend that she used to be...i really like being around her..i really like to talk to her...

and now it almost 4 years i haven't see her...since our matriculation..i've been contacting her but only last 2 or 3 years ago..if i ever can meet her..
i will scream...
i will hug her..
and i will cry of happiness...

above all this.... it makes me apprecciate friendship..
LADY LIGHT..it already passed 10 years of friendship..wat a strong bond we have...i'm proud of us!!!
friends at SBPIS n matric esp cikzara n ciksue....bwahaha...rindu kt korg..bile leh jmpe nie??
BACHELOR OF NURSING 07/08...4 years of joy and sorrow..thanks for such experiences..im gonna miss u all!!!

semoga Allah melindungi persahabatan ini..amin...

Thursday, February 17, 2011

OH NOOO!!!



bismillahirahmanirahim......
semestinye blog nie dah berhabuk and bersawang bagai hape entah..
tak rajin sungguh nak menconteng ape-ape disini...
sebabnye??? M.A.LA.S.......
so skang nie nak cite pasal ape????update ttg diri sndri..
1. skrg sdg postg utk gerontology kat PPUM, HKL, and rumah ceshire (pronounce as cecair) untuk 2 mggu. so far so good....
2.i've got new madness..or should i say i added more MADNESS....hahaha..who are those MADNESS??? they are..
dbsk@tvxq@tohoshinki....hot giler arr weyh..

actually for me they are the best boyband in Kpop world so far...seriously when it comes to korea songs, i prefer the oldies or sunbea ones eg. TVXQ, SS501 and ShinHwa. tVXQ nie lagu dorang best..sehinggakan setiap pagi wajib lagu MIROTIC mesti kene dengar on the way nak g class utk mendapatkan mood..cewaah...sekarang lagu2 dorang dlm playlist MOST LISTEN TO kat my handphone..their voices are just very unique and mmg sgt best utk di dengar esp JUNSU and JAEJOONG....tapi sayang i wish i could just turn back time and get to know them earlier as they debut. yup.that's the truth!sebab skrg mcm hal dah terjadi kat 5 orang neh...and it's really hurt =(hari2 saye melakukan "deep research" a.k.a stalk mereka...My bias?? JYJ... klu nak citer kehebatan dorg sampai sok pagi pun x habis.nak tau pergi lah tanye Mr. GOOGLE..mesti die bole jawab punye..hehehe..ok assignment dah memanggil...see ya...

Sunday, October 17, 2010

ARGGHH....
I CAN'T STOP STALKING.!!!
I'M GOING CRAZY@#$@^&*@
I BLAME YOU MAN!!


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

my problems are....

demmit...

past four days..i've been sleeping at 3 a.m and woke up as early as 7 a.m.
ohhhh meennn..is dat really sleeping..?????!!!!
i think my brain cells are now at their maximum exhaustion state..
they really can't function very well right now..as they are might have some serious damage. hope that the repair mechanism could fix it for me...sorry brain cells..i've made you in big trouble...
instaed i could really feel muscles around my eyes are being so lazy and they are shouting for rest...they been working so hard these past few days..
until one afternoon when i tried to have some nap."wah!!!bestnye dpt tutup mate.."

the dark circle on my eyes...
u could see it 30 meters away from me...
demn...

otekajo????
ouh..sleeping beuty...please come and save me...

Monday, July 26, 2010

umur dah 22 tahun bole ade cita2 baru tak?

tajuk diatas adalah research question kite ye kawan2....ceewah...

aku ada cita2 baru sekarang....
selain cita2 yang sedia ada masih lagi ku kejar bersungguh2...

CITA2 BARU AKU....
aku nak pergi melawat negara KOREA SELATAN
dan ingin bersemuka dengan MINHO OPPA........
ingin bergambar sakan dengan nya...
sampai puas hati aku....
pastu dah..
balik MALAYSIA balik....
ok tue je


nampak tak betape bodoh nye cita2 aku..
tiada faedah pon...
tapi itulah cita2 baru aku..
sekian
time kasih daun keladi...

notakaki:
1)tiada nota kaki untuk entry kali ini...

Saturday, July 24, 2010